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We all have to have something to keep ourselves going, that much is certain. It therefore remains that that something has to be something you believe in. It doesn't mean that that thing can't change; sure it can. It doesn't mean that it can't be something as noble as helping others or as shallow as some trivial thing, sure it can. But no matter what, it's important to have something in your life that gives your life meaning.
hmm the smell of ethanol in the morning
When one lies on one's deathbed, the thought I wish I could have spent more time _________ can potentially reveal a lot about one's regrets / priorities / recognition of priorities. What one could have done better - what is important in life - and what one recognises is important in life. Thinking of ending it all only means one hasn't found this something important, a meaning in life. And that is by no means any reason to end it all, but by then irrationality is trying to wrestle too much control and it can sadly be too late.
Why I always to decide to write
Life is beautiful. If you even have an internet access then yes, yes it probably already is.
while I'm nodding off I'll never really know
...odd musings thinking about stuff. Will try to post on a more regular basis.

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The First and the Third Person went out to sea
The First had a terrible ego!
The Third cast him away in his own detached way
And then far away did he go.