Repeat

and it begins all over again.
when will everyone just learn to let the matter drop?

decided to blogsurf.
got drawn into a mass convo, and actively participated. woot.
ready (really?) for next week.
did work sia.

yay friday. suddenly got drawned to consort assembly (didn't know it was on, serious) and watch liki present his eoya options xD woot. sadded, im not eligible.
played soccer after taht. kun teh win suddenly chiong out of nowhere xD

finished watching the one-year-old dance performance at the dc on sparknite. memories. again.

finished up some work with hongn and tailor pnghy. then went coro and drank coke until it came out of my nose.

(actually hongn and i spammed 1.5L of water and 1 1.5L coke. then we stoned outside fairprice and had spammed water and coke. i decided to try some coke, because 1L of water makes u feel quite sian. so i smartly decided to swing the bottle half-full of coke to eye level, to better see where the coke was. i spent the next 30seconds wiping coke off me and the bench.)

what's it all come to anyway? it's been four years, in a flash.

i'll, or we'll, probably look back at the end of the year and marvel how time has passed so quickly.

but as i sit here
and type this post
and think about the work i have to do
and the sleep i should be getting
and what needs to be done tomorow

the want to just give it all up is very tempting.

"everyone is [feeling] suicidal [at times]" quotes someone. not meh. no point in killing yourself over something so petty. i'd rather just sleep.

and not wake up to a forest of paper.

我知道我的救者活着
我心已得安慰
当号角响起的那一天
我将见他荣耀之面